Ahemmm (clears throat) - Jeez! It's been forever and a day, since I've been on here. How time flys when you're having fun - Or just obsessing over performing well in the work force while going to school full time too.  Oh well, I think updating things on a webjournal will be easier now that I've kind of settled down a bit and have created a nice little nook in this society to manuver in comfortably. So, type I shall, read..you just may. (shrug) The graphics will come on slow, but eventually pick up. I'm currently trying to re-do a few webpages, so once I get those out of the way and start focusing on me, I'll start making some -and borrowing some- again for everyone else to take. Anyways - I feel like gabbing, so I'll allow my fingers to stretch out and do some talking for a bit before I hit the sack. The 'X' wrote me another letter - that makes two within 30 days - I think it's rather sad how cliche but true that saying, "He doesn't know what he has until it's gone." I don't really understand how I find myself not caring about these people that I once cared about so much. They are who I always knew, but they no longer know who I am. So what does it mean to be ever evolving? What would you do if you found yourself changing internally, quicker than your reflection externally? Imagine if you were tied to someone - in a spiritual sense of course - Would you rip at your new self in an effort to still fit neatly against them? Or would you save yourself, and possibly this significant other, from living in a life that seems encircled with disguises, and self-restraint. Never be afraid to be who you are becoming, and don't ever limit yourself to be who they once knew you as. If they match the person you are becoming, it will work out naturally. People grow with one another in new directions all the time. It's not the splits in the roads that determine who we are, but the paths that we decide to take once we meet these forks. | 
